Okay, hi world, I guess I like to adore people.
-takes a seat-
I am a boring person, my watchers are hardly active, what do they do? I feel so lonely. Encourage me, I'm trying to learn, I don't want to be that one artist who thought it was foolish to continue art because it was only just a childhood dream. If you help me do you think it will go unrewarded, no it probably won't because I'm not truly selfish, I may rant a lot but it doesn't mean I'm not a considerate person.
Probably the worst I have ever felt about my art is when a kid whom at that time I really liked a lot, told me my art was shit the noses looked like dicks and I should have just given up, he told me I was ugly and no one would ever like me. It was true back then though no one did like me, people stabbed me with pens for crying out loud! No one cared about my art, it was all sonic art at the time and I was pretty new to it. Like the Kid said, I gave up but tried again years after, and guess what I consider this as my second year drawing so I didn't draw a thing for four years.
When I started drawing again I had a boy who liked my art so much and loved to encourage me with my art, he said 'I want to see your art in a museum one day!" He Also told me that I inspired him to start drawing, honestly he would sit with me watching me draw and I feel proud of myself, because even though I told him there were way better artist out there he really took a shine to me. I drew him pictures and he was a fun guy to talk with. I told him that if he wanted to become an artist he should keep practising and trying until he was better then I was.
This other guy didn't really amaze over my art like everyone else did, so he kind of made me want to impress him, I drew him a cool picture too, he didn't really like it though he wanted to throw it out, after I just improved my art and made a big poster for some art sale my friend and I had, everyone gathered around the poster including him, but he still didn't take big of an interest in it, at least he kept me trying and then he moved~ don't get me wrong just cause he didn't like my art. He was really nice! <3
Okay enough with boys, before you think they are all I talk about, cause no they are not, I hated the first Kid, the second I feel could have been my brother, and the last one was cute, like down right adorabubble. ( plus I skipped another guy, I used to draw with him my art was apparently really cool and stuff. He says next year he can hang out with us and I cant wait yey drawing buddy <3 He was one of my really good friends, Silver and I liked to hang out with. Woah and if I remember correctly he drew before she started drawing )
THESE ARE THE PEOPLE I WANT TO POINT OUT THE MOST I HAVE KNOWN THEM FOR YEARS AND THEY ARE STILL REALLY AWESOME
I have a best friend who claims to like my art although hers is really good too I have known her for about six years, she says I draw better than her but you know what she can animate and all this other cool crap so what do I have against her? Pfft sure I can draw well but I'm minor compared to her. She says I draw amazingly and I'm like stop Silver you are more awesome!
Karshilicious has been a really awesome friend too drawing way better than me, drawing things for me, saying my art is awesome even hers is way better, she makes nice blinking animations while I sit here using MSpaint.
Same with Kana she spends days, even weeks on art, does backgrounds everything she is amazing and I love her art she takes her time and sees if everything looks right! Karshi, Kana, and I we were always this group, we drew together and did collabs even though we all lived so far away we were pretty much the greatest of friends.
Last one I swear CrayolaCookie for the longest time I never had a favourite artist, Kana, and Karshi, thought that was weird because they never met anyone who didn't have a favourite artist. Of course I didn't want to just idolize anyone, especially someone too popular so instead I found a really awesome person who tries hard and tries her best to add details to her pictures, She's fun to talk to and recently I started talking to her more~ It's much easier to decided who you're going to respect if you know a little bit more about the person. c:
Now please if you have not already go devwatch them now they are all really awesome and deserve it!
I love you all guys you're amazing, I am so lucky!
I am really tired now and yeah should have been asleep long ago but no had to write when I'm tired and maybe make no sense at all.